Haunted by guilt is the main factor you could have the anxiety disorder besides the perfectionism. It’s really difficult to get out from the syndrome, since it could make you feel powerless and you tend to think that all the failures are your responsibility alone. In fact, we should’ve known that every plan, goal, or dream for the future surely have a probability to be failed, but for people who suffer the anxiety disorder couldn’t accept it and are engulfed by fear and panic attack in the end. The only one thing to get rid of it is by learn acceptance, that everything matters is for our own good, including the failure itself. Every moment has its own right time to work out, so do us. Just believe that we all have our own time to shine.
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| Have you ever been felt so guilty? |
Sometimes, to let go of our desire can cause us to be doubtful toward ourselves, like our identity is gone, we don’t know anything else we wanna do. But that’s also the point of erasing the ego within ourselves. Honestly, letting go of our desire is really painful to feel, especially if actually we don’t have a proper strength to achieve our desire at time, but that’s just the small sacrifice for the greater good that awaits us in the future. Just believe that God has a better plan for us.
